It's been a while. Things have changed. As far as being a functional woman in life, I have had some slight success, and some set backs.

I've hardcore cleaned my room and hung up pictures. It had a massive effect on my level of happiness. I've kept my kitchen clean and wash dishes on a regular basis. I've managed small dinner, that don't include rice. I'm hoping to manage a batch of potato soup before the weather gets too cold.

I also bought a nice pair of boots.

I have countless lists going on at any given moment in the day reminding me what I need to be doing, where I need to be, and what I need to accomplish. I have a planner that I have been using since June. I also created a budget and haven't been overdrawn in quite some time.

I have been trying desperately to find my own sense of style and coming to terms with who I am, this includes dying my hair every other month and wearing leggings and voicing my opinion.
Oh. I also wear red lipstick and have black fingernails and toe nails. (which is chipped right now,so I look a bit trashy.)

I think I'm done with romantic interests for the moment, I simply don't think they are ready to deal with the transformation I'm going through. Which is fine, a bit lonely on these cold nights but I'm better off in the long run.

I do laundry when I run out of clothes. Such as jeans and shirts, not underwear. If I run out of clean underwear I just put on a dress and red lipstick and say I'm feeling risky and flirty. Which is fine.
I don't really have a healthy sleep or eating schedule and I still procrastinate pretty badly.
I have trouble throwing things away, so I'm still a bit of a hoarder? horder? but, you won't find a dead cat under my things. I'm not that bad.



The point is, even though I haven't written often I'm still trying. And in some ways I'm succeeding and other's I still need to push through. I haven't given up on this process and haven't given up on myself. I will be a better version of myself.

I will make rice that is edible.