I've reverted back to old ways. I paid a bill late and feel very hopeless about my money situation. I haven't really been cooking, but I've went as far as to look up a beef stew recipe which is a step back in the right direction.

I've been feeling depressed with way the world is working and the people in, which makes me not really care about being a productive member in society. I want to not be around these people that make me grimace, I don't want to be one of them.